well, the board said they can't afford him, but they will gladly keep his resume on file if they get a bigger budget next year... sigh. it feels so sadistic that this would have even been dangled out to us as hope.
this feels so wrong. we're both so discouraged. neither of us has anything left and we're feeling kind of desperate and panicky. we know that this was where we were supposed to land, why is this happening?
what happens when two fall down and there is no one to pick us up?